Why can’t you live your life next to mine?
A cold stare up to the moment I wanted to break.
But I wouldn’t tell you. That’d be too easy.
Now I wish I wouldn’t do this just to mess everything up; it’s a sad thing that I dig my own graves, but that’s where I like to be.
We’re fading like the sun that shone down upon us.
The day would not end and bid us home.
I would like to think that things are better now that you are gone but I still lie awake until the dawn.
I end my day at the start of the next, and I still can’t sleep at night knowing that you might have slipped away.
Always trying to hurt, the best pain is knowing that soon you wont be here in my arms.
I have no one else to blame.
Each day still hurts the same and it’s all my fault.
Is this as loud as a heart can break?
What pours out is evidence of my past mistakes.